Interlude: Peter

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Washington DC: In conference with the National Security Council.

In Peter Toranaga’s considered opinion, the worst thing about having to change the world was the weight of the decision. It had a shroud to it. A gravity. Almost an anxiety, if one could condescend to call it something quite so small. A keen, unbiased awareness of the impact of one’s actions.

He found, in such moments, that it was best to stay on task.

He waited while his escort keyed in the elevator code, pretending to read through the notes he had already fully memorized.

“You’re the linguist, right?”

Peter grunted an affirmative. The agent seemed unimpressed.

“How many do you speak?”

He frowned at that. Not irritated. Just perplexed.

“All of them.”

The agent might have said something further, but the door chimed open before he could. The room on the other side was bustling. Full of faces he recognized from his brief, but had never seen in person. Generals. Admirals. Politicians. It was odd, realizing he wasn’t out of place here. All heads turned to the new arrivals.

Peter reminded himself to smile.

“Good afternoon,” he murmured, pulling his ID card from his pocket by reflex and vaguely flashing it. “Peter Toranaga, Department of Metaphysical Affairs. Thank you all for coming.”

This was met with silence. Not entirely surprising. While everyone present had been briefed on DoMA’s existence to some extent, he suspected at least half of them believed him to be the remnant of some failed cold war CIA offshoot. The level of need to know varied by department. He would need to account for that. He could tell from the faces of some that they thought he was, at best, a spoon bender, and at worst a sanctioned con-man. He did his best to differentiate them out. Separate the looks of quiet contempt from those that would know better.

He continued.

“I’m here to brief you all on the state of metaphysical secrecy on a national and international level, in the hope of setting out a plan of action.” He stepped forward in the direction of one of the display screens at the far side of the room, took out a USB, and plugged it in.

“Can anyone tell me how much you already know about the state of secrecy in the modern day?”

More silence. The shuffling of a few papers. Then one of the generals spoke up. Good. The military would be some of the ones who took him seriously, he hoped. They’d had to deal with this before.

“Metaphysical secrecy is broadly unsustainable,” the man said reluctantly. “We’ve known that much since the Benson report in the nineties. The slow growth of deviation abilities in the population will gradually push the strain of maintaining secrecy towards a state of critical overflow. Left to the current system, the masquerade will collapse internationally within the next ten to fifteen years.”

Peter nodded.

“Succinct summation, General. Unfortunately, it is no longer correct.” He plucked a remote from the conference table, clicked a button, and the display screen lit up with a data spread.

“We began a follow up study a few years ago. According to the results, which I am bound to say I agree with, the tipping point will be reached within the next twelve to eighteen months, if not sooner.”

There was some consternation about the room at that. Peter let his gaze drift from face to face.

“Mobile phones,” he murmured. “The Benson report did not account for phones. Digital cameras. Near universal wi-fi access. Secrecy is a dying art.” There was a flurry of murmurs and hushed conversation as the group began to process the new information. Some looked worried, others skeptical.

After a few moments, the general raised a hand for silence.

“Your containment plan, Mr. Toranaga?”

Peter took a breath.

“Sir… We can’t contain this. It’s too late. We would have to demolish individual freedoms of information beyond the level even the big brother nations are capable of. Our only option is to get out in front of it.” He paused, letting his words sink in. The room was quiet, the only sound the hum of the projector and the shuffling of papers.

“To my mind, our best course of action is a controlled release of information. We need to choose the time, the place, and the manner in which the public learns about the metaphysical. If we do that, we can minimize the fallout, and prevent panic.”

He clicked the remote again, and the display screen flicked over to a low resolution image of a smiling elderly couple. Peter gestured at the woman on the screen.

“A dream walker in Smolensk had a stroke last week. The brain damage short circuited her abilities, and she severely traumatized seventeen people in her apartment complex before she died. Two of them are comatose, including her husband, who was sleeping next to her.”

He clicked again. A smiling eight year old with a gap in his front teeth.

“A boy in New York manifested his latent biokinetic abilities during the incident last year. His panic attack induced stage four liver cancer in the agent who retrieved him. She is still recovering.”

He clicked again. A grainy frame of security footage showing a colossal tiger, formed of bark sheathed wood, its jaws clamped around a young boy’s leg.

 “Last month, one of my own agents encountered a berserk forest spirit in a nature reserve in Oregon. It attempted to eat two children at a local movie theater.”

A sharp intake of breath around the room.

“Did they survive?”

Peter smiled. He couldn’t help the note of pride that snuck into his voice.

“One of them was my son. They were fine.” He cleared his throat. “The point is that these events are happening more and more frequently, and every single one of them has the potential to be an absolute clusterfuck. Do we want this-” he gestured at the screen, the wooden tiger still halfway through biting down on his child’s foot.  “-to be how the world finds out?” This was it, Peter knew. The big moment. They all agreed, right? They couldn’t not agree. The problem would be getting them to act. Who wanted to be the person to bring magical secrecy crashing down? It would be career ending. The silence stretched further. They were quiet, all searching, he knew, for a way out, just as he had.

An older woman broke the silence first. “What would a controlled release look like, Mr. Toranaga? How do we ensure the public is ready for something like this?”

Peter hesitated.

“Unfortunately, Ma’am, I don’t think they are ready. I do not think they ever will be. But we can make it seem normal. Moreso than the random catastrophes that would break the news otherwise. If we handle this right, we can make it a novelty that sometimes gets out of hand. A few decently powerful metaphysicals get spots on talk shows. Maybe a couple teenagers suddenly get popular on twitter. If we handle it wrong…” he shrugged. “I don’t know. That’s the problem.”

“Don’t you think you’re being condescending?” asked one of the agent-types. “The public can handle a spoon bender or two.” Peter simply looked at him.

Right. They had no sense of scale. So much for tact, he supposed.

“I left something in my office,” he said flatly. “I’ll be right back.”

The man began to reply. Peter vanished with a quiet pop.

For a moment, the assembled figures all just sat there, glancing blankly at one another.

“Isn’t his office in Manhatt-”

When Peter reappeared, he was aiming a handgun at the agent’s face. The man flinched. He wasn’t the only one.

Peter’s escort swore, unholstering his own sidearm and firing a pair of shots directly into the back of his head.

Peter didn’t even react.

“The president of the United States is currently in the Oval office, a few floors above us,” he murmured. “I could kill him. Right now. Extremely easily.”

He lowered the gun, pulled out the magazine, and removed the chambered round.

“Honestly I wouldn’t even need this.”

He held the handgun flat in his palm. It began to melt.

“We’re not talking about spoon benders, here. We’re talking about people like me.”


New York: Toranaga Residence.

Peter Toranaga had never been quite so tired as he was when he trudged into his kitchen at one in the morning, looking for something to eat. He tugged open the fridge door and stared inside with unseeing eyes.

“Check the microwave,” came a voice from the dining room. “Casper made honey-chicken skewers.”

Peter stopped. Turned his head ninety degrees to peer through the gloom. Spotted his wife at the dinner table, picked out by the faint glow of her laptop screen.

“Didn’t see you there.”

Sarah smiled.

“Christ. You must be wiped.”

He closed the fridge back up on autopilot, started up the microwave, and leaned himself against the kitchen counter.

He did not close his eyes. He doubted he would have been able to open them again.

“You’re up late.”

Sarah shrugged.

“Solidarity.” She hummed. “That, and I had papers to grade.” She leaned back a little in her seat, gazing at him. “How’d it go?”

He tried to bully himself into remembering anything about his day, then groaned.

“About as well as you’d expect.”

“So, nothing.”

He shook his head.

“They’re too chickenshit.”

His wife swore quietly, then set her computer to the side.

“What did they say?”

“They’re taking it to a higher authority,” he muttered. “Saying it’s an international issue. Gotta bring it to the President. The U.N. Make sure Russia and China are on board. All that spice.”

The microwave beeped. He extracted his chicken sticks, and mooched across to the dining room to join her.

Sarah was considering, her lips pursed.

“I mean, they’re not wrong,” she pointed out. “Magical secrecy can’t break in just one country. It’s all or nothing. This is absolutely an international thing.”

Peter groaned, halfway through burning his mouth on a bite of chicken.

“I know,” he muttered. “Question is how long it’s gonna take. We have a year and a half, at best. How much of that time are we about to lose co-ordinating this internationally?”

Sarah sighed.

“You’ve done your part, love,” she murmured. “The rest isn’t up to you.”

He ate one of his skewers in silence, trying to internalize that fact. She wasn’t wrong.

“… It’s going to be a fucking disaster.”

Sarah sighed, and lay a hand on her husband’s arm. She knew her man. No reassurances would help here. He didn’t need that. Better to distract him with a problem they could solve.

“I flew this morning.”

Peter chewed slowly, recalibrating.

“Flew as in-”

“Like James, yes. I think so, at least. Tripped over that pot plant in my office. Didn’t quite manage to hit the ground the way I should have. Just kinda hung there.”

“Right,” Peter murmured. “… Well. I guess that answers one thing. You’re definitely where James gets it from.”

Sarah half-smiled.

“Your dad flies too, you know.”

“Not when he’s human, he doesn’t.”

Peter sat back in his chair, his half-eaten chicken sticks forgotten on his plate, and directed his gaze at the dining room wall.

“We can get you booked in sometime next week, I think. One or two sessions. Just like last time with your shockwaves, figuring out how it works and how to hide it when you’re in-”

“I don’t think I want that this time,” she replied, her voice quiet.

Peter would have blinked, had he the energy.

“Oh?”

“I think I’ll ask James to teach me.”

Peter actually did blink at that. And here he’d been thinking Sarah would refuse her magic until the day the sun went out.

“Why the sudden turn around?” he asked.

Sarah shrugged.

“You’ve seen how James is taking Charlie. Kid’s been practically dissociating since Friday. This could be nice. A distraction, you know? Something just me and him.”

Peter considered that a long moment, then chuckled.

“So that’s all it took, huh? Find a way to make your magic the positive parental move?”

She raised an eyebrow.

“Why not? Did your parents ever try that?”

Peter winced.

“Why is it that you hold more of a grudge on that than I do?”

“It’s called love, dear. You might have heard of it.”

They both glanced toward the stairs at the sound of a door opening and closing, the conversation dying in its tracks on the offchance that any of their cohabitants overhear it. A few moments later, James appeared, headphones clamped on over his hoodie, Rise Against blaring loudly in his ears, looking like death warmed up.

He didn’t notice them, simply mooching through the dark in the direction of the kitchen, fumbling in the cupboard for a few seconds, and slouching his way back towards the stairs, pausing only to grab a spoon from the pull out drawer on his way by.

“… Did that bitch just steal the peanut butter?” Sarah asked quietly.

Peter chuckled. “We have raised a criminal.”

They didn’t resume their earlier conversation. Either conversation. Peter trusted his wife, and regardless, he was too burned out to think. He took a final bite of chicken skewer, and followed her to bed.

In retrospect, Peter had to reconsider his earlier perspective. The worst thing about needing to change the world wasn’t the weight of it. No. The worst thing was when you failed.

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James:

Question nine: Which graph represents the equation y=4x-5?’

James could not care less about his math homework right now. Not even a little bit. He raised his pen, and circled option ‘B’.

This was the correct choice. Math was healthy. He was not thinking about Charlie. He most certainly was not angry. Or betrayed. Or even hurt. No. He was doing math. So what if that stupid, self-centred little-

He shook himself.

Question ten: If Lucy has eleven dollars and buys five apples-’

James stared at the page for almost a full minute before he realized he’d stopped reading.

He huffed quietly, forced his eyes back into focus, and tried again. This would not be like last time. He would not shut down. He refused to be hurt by this again.

If Lucy has eleven dollars-’

He’d really killed someone though? Really?

“What the fuck, Charlie,” he whispered. “Just… Why?”

He blinked the water out of his eyes. He was not crying. He refused to be crying.

Why are you surprised? Were you expecting him to change?

He shook his head. Knuckled his eyes. No. Charlie had already been broken. He’d known that. He sniffed.

Ok. No math.

He set his workbook aside, pushed himself up off his bed, and stood.

They’d told him an hour ago. Casper too. They’d been hanging out together in Casper’s room. Jamming quietly on his acoustic. Then, in came his dad. A brief, distracted explanation with Jackie standing behind him in the door, eyes on something far away. And then, the adults were gone again.

James almost resented them for that. Why’d they have to go and spoil the mood.

Casper had offered to talk about it. James had asked to be alone.

That wasn’t working out too good.

He stepped out onto the landing, and made his way quietly toward the stairs. If he couldn’t be distracted, then he could at least be informed, right?

The stairs rarely creaked underfoot anymore for him. Too light, now. He didn’t risk it either way. He let himself drift up, just a quarter inch or so. Just enough to not be walking anymore. He didn’t want them shutting up just because they knew he could be listening. He could already hear the voices coming from his father’s office. Angry. Arguing.

He peaked around the corners to make sure he was alone, then floated over to the door.

It wasn’t hard to listen in. They weren’t shouting, but it wasn’t quiet.

“He left four agents in a coma, Jackie. We can’t bring him in like this. We need to reassess.”

“So what,” Charlie’s mother snapped. “We just give up on him again? Those agents knew what we were hunting. They all signed on.”

“I’m not saying that,” Peter replied, his tone one of forced calm. “But this clearly isn’t working. Our baseline psy barrier wasn’t even close to enough to keep the field agents safe. I say we pull back. Withdraw anyone who can’t cast a mental shield of at least second level or above, and move in more cautiously.”

“That’ll cut our force in half.”

James could tell from her tone that Jackie hated the idea for that alone.

Peter’s response was reluctant, but blunt.

“Your point?”

Jackie groaned.

“I don’t have one. You’re right. We’ll pull them back.”

A quiet grunt. A deeper voice. Older. Hideyoshi.

“Good. Now. On to the real problem. The Whale. We need to kill it. It’s clearly still tied in to Charlie. No telling what it will do if we take him away.”

Jackie scoffed.

“How is that a problem. Thing’s long overdue to be torn in half.”

James couldn’t help but agree with that particular sentiment. He knew his dad’s response before he made it, though.

“Because the last time we got close to killing it, your son threatened suicide.”

James nodded.

Exactly.

Part of him still wished he’d flipped that coin. He tried not to dwell on it.

Jackie’s tone was sullen when she responded.

“Charlie wouldn’t follow through with that. My son is not the type. If James had thought about it for two seconds-”

James flinched. Okay. That one stung.

Jackie’s voice had trailed off.

It was Tsuru who spoke up next. Her tone was acid calm.

“You don’t get to blame my grandson for what he did during a combat engagement you were not involved in. James did everything that could be expected of him. I was there. You were not.”

The silence that followed was awkward even from outside the room. His grandmother wasn’t done.

“Frankly, it is only out of respect that you are allowed to be part of this conversation at all. You are emotionally compromised. You are not in charge. This is not your call.”

James winced at that.

Real smooth, Baba.

Jackie clearly had a response to that. Judging by the noise, she bit it back before the first word was more than halfway out her mouth.

Then was Peter’s turn. He was at least a touch more diplomatic.

“Even if you’re right, Jackie. Do you want to take that chance? Drag him home kicking and screaming only to find him strung up by his laces? No. We need a way to talk him down.”

“Leave that part to me.”

“No offense, Jackie. By the looks of the Bermuda lookout? Your last attempt to talk him down did not go well.”

James half expected her to explode at that. Instead, she merely seemed to grunt.

“Fair point. Any suggestions?”

Tsuru’s voice.

“None that spring to mind. As it stands right now, your son is either far gone enough to abet murder, or he’s gone completely mad.”

“He’s spent nine months alone with a psychic predator. You can’t judge him for-”

“I’m not. But the situation is the same.”

“… Then we use Father. Keep him pacified long enough to get him home. Work things out from there.”

James shuddered. Was Jackie really that desperate? He waited for his father to object.

He did not.

“And you’re on board with that?”

“Yes, Peter. Father isn’t indiscriminate. He doesn’t target children who he knows have families waiting for them. He likes to think he has integrity. He’s not going to rape my child just because he has the opportunity.”

“That’s a lot of trust to put in him.”

“Better Father than the Whale.”

No one disagreed with her. James pulled away from the door. He felt sick.

Without a sound, he started floating back upstairs. Listening in had been a mistake.

Father? They were going to ask for help from Father?

He paused by the bathroom door, momentarily wondering if he was going to be sick. Maybe he should talk to Casper. Just to vent it all out.

No. That was the last thing he needed. Cas was so messed up over Father he’d probably think it was a good idea. James couldn’t stand that kind of simping right now.

And Jackie was on board with this? Heck. It had been her who suggested it.

He returned to his room, lay on his bed, and screamed into a pillow.

Screw this.


Charlie:

Charlie was floating. Just laying there, horizontal in the water, maybe six or seven feet below the surface, basking in the diluted warmth of the afternoon sun.

He was happy.

They’d found a cove; a captured pool of beachfront where the shallow water let the sun beat down on the pearly sand like a perfect temperature control. Charlie was enjoying it. His companion had even consented to join him, dragging the train-sized grandeur of its bulk through the narrow inlet and more or less beaching itself up alongside him on the sand.

It didn’t usually like the warm. It preferred cold and claggy places; damp and lightless, but for the ambient glow of the ever present sea life.

Today was different.

They were singing together, their minds dancing through a melody absent sound or sight or texture. Just the way they used to.

Charlie allowed himself a contented sigh, the last few bubbles of air he had unknowingly been keeping in his lungs escaping skywards with the faintest splosh. He didn’t mind. It wasn’t like he really needed air.

It was easy now. In the aftermath. In the song. Easy to set the memories aside. The guilt when that man had shot himself. His mother’s voice on the radio. Easier.

For the first time in as long as Charlie had known it, his companion wasn’t hungry.

The relief was practically euphoric. The strain. The quiet tension. Just… Gone. They had unity again. A companionship that lacked that sense of quiet hurt. He could even wonder, comfortingly, if it had ever truly been upset with him at all.

So here they lay, soaking in the sun and basking in one another’s warmth.

He’d made the right choice. Things were good again. It was easy not to worry. Not to wonder about when the hunger would be back.

What they would have to do when it returned.

His companion must have noticed the shadow in his thoughts. It let out a warbling not-sound from its position some twenty feet away, one of its tendrils swooshing over to brush against him in the water. Checking in. Not quite worried.

He opened his eyes, pushed the anxiety aside, and batted the tendril playfully away with his palm.

I’m fine. I promise.

He forced himself to smile.

We’re gonna be fine.

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Lewis:

“You’ll probably be needed there for a week or two, no more,” said Tsuru Toranaga. “It should be apparent fairly quickly whether your assistance is a help or not. If it isn’t, I’ll return you to Manhattan. If it is, you’ll be well compensated for your time.”

Lewis Themps closed his eyes, and sighed.

“Promise you won’t be burning this one alive too?”

A sharp smile.

“I hadn’t planned on it. My grandson is rather fond of him.”

“Lucky kid,” Lewis grunted. “And if I say no?”

The Lady Toranaga frowned.

“Then I’d be disappointed. You’d be turning down good pay for skilled work. And work in the name of a positive cause for once. Reuniting a mother and son.”

“So I have a choice this time?” Lewis asked, one eyebrow raised. “Setting a dangerous precedent.”

Tsuru snorted.

“I’m not in the habit of forcing others to repay my debts. I will assist in the search, because my family’s failures are what led to his abduction in the first place. That is my obligation. If you are willing to help as well, then you are welcome.”

Lewis considered that for a moment, mulling it over.

“A hundred thousand,” he said evenly. “Per day. Another million if I help you find him.”

The woman shrugged.

“Deal.”



Three million dollars. That had been the price for Lewis Themps’ initial loyalty. Quite cheap, when it came down to it. There had been fringe benefits, of course. Enrolments at a private school for the kids; the older Toranagas’ personal protection so that he would never have to face being extorted for his services again. A few other things. 

It was a bit odd, honestly. When they’d offered him whatever payment he wanted, he hadn’t realized they were being literal. But no, they really had let him name his price. In the months since, watching as the kids had flourished and slowly getting used to not having to look over his own shoulder all the time, he had almost come to forgive them. But not quite. The old witch had threatened to remove his tongue, after all.

Needless to say, when he finally met the boy around whom it had all pivoted, his experience was a touch surreal.

It wasn’t entirely unexpected. He’d been warned the kid might be here. Even so, stepping through the portal onto some random ass Bermudan backwater, surrounded by the bustle of government types doing who knew what multitude of tasks, he felt some small trepidation. A trepidation that was followed by a sense of anticlimax as, glancing around, he found himself making eye contact with the boy over whom the Toranagas had burned a man alive.

He looked so normal.

‘Well,’ Lewis amended. ‘As normal as a kid that age can look while surrounded by government sponsored paramilitary assets.’ 

He shifted his gaze purposefully elsewhere, and hefted his rucksack a little higher on his back. He glanced around, inhaling slowly through his nose to get a sense of those around him.

Beach sand. Ocean water. Seaweed. Sweat. Salt. Three different varieties of axe body spray. Traces of something unfamiliar, like dry coral mixed with saffron; barely present.

He filed that observation away. It was rare to encounter a scent he was unfamiliar with.

He identified Peter Toranaga easily enough. Easy to pick out amongst the largely caucasian mass of agents moving to and from the waiting portals, ferrying container after container through from some silo back in the U.S. The man was talking with a tired looking woman, a few feet distant from his son. Lewis stepped on over.

“Mr. Toranaga?” he called as he approached. “Lewis Themps. I believe your parents told you I was coming.”

Peter paused his conversation with the woman to look at him.

“They did,” he replied. “The tracker, right? My mother said you might be able to give us a sense of the direction Charlie was heading when he fled.”

“I might,” Lewis confirmed. Another slight sniff, just to catalogue. Peter smelled of burnt elmwood; not too different from his parents. Interesting. He turned his head towards the boy. “You must be James,” he said, mostly to hide another inhalation. “Your grandmother mentioned you.” Strange. This one barely seemed to have a scent at all. Just the barest trace of ozone. Like a thundercloud.

The boy gave him a half-smile.

“Hey,” he said, his voice quiet. “Thank you for helping us with this. It means a lot.”

Lewis shrugged robotically.

“It’s fine. Just doing your grandparents a favor. Not like I’m doing it for free.”

‘Do you know? Do you know that they’ve killed a man for you? Would you care?’

“They said you’d need an initial scent to find my son,” said the woman to Peter’s left, pulling Lewis’ attention back into the present. She produced a zip-lock bag from a pocket of her jeans. “Will this do?”

Lewis could tell it would before he even looked at it. The thing fairly reeked with that unusual coral and saffron scent. It only intensified when he pried the bag open.

“Hair?” he mused aloud, faintly curious. He shrugged, then zipped the packet closed again. “This will do.”  He took another deep breath of the ocean air, assessing. “He’s been gone for a little over a day now. If you give me a couple minutes, I can tell you the direction he took off-”

“That ought to be more useful on the other side of the gap,” Peter forestalled him. “Nothing to track on this side of things.”

“I’m sorry?” Lewis asked, a touch confused. “This side of what?”

The question raised eyebrows from the other two adults. They shared a glance, before looking back at him.

“Of the dimensional gulf,” Charlie’s mother clarified. “My son escaped off-planet, Mr. Themps. I thought you’d been informed.”

There was silence for a time at that.

“Ah,” Lewis said eventually. “I think Tsuru left that part out.”

‘Figures.’


It took a while for the departure to be made ready. Whoever this Charlie kid was, he had a hell of a search party mustering for him. Every handful of minutes brought new faces through the portal; the crowd of those ushering supplies through from the U.S swelling from a few dozen to at least three times that number.

Lewis found himself sitting on the sidelines, observing their preparations passively, his own supplies still slung about his back. The government had never made him comfortable. They always demanded that they be in control. It made a man uneasy. He kept his distance.

“Hey,” said a familiar voice at his shoulder, accompanied by a whiff of ozone. “Mind if I sit with you?”

Lewis was more startled by that than he’d have wanted to admit. Most people were too pungent to sneak up on him. He didn’t show it, though. He simply shrugged.

“Sure,” he murmured. “Something on your mind?”

James Toranaga didn’t really have the look of someone ready to search a foreign planet. He was a city boy, through and through. Long jeans, a sweater, and expensive shoes, his only concession to the climate, or even the thought of the mission was a small supply pouch, fastened at his waist. It was fair enough, Lewis supposed. The kid wasn’t taking part in the search beyond observing the setup. James plopped himself down on the sand, and didn’t reply. Lewis waited for a while, then went back to watching the crowd, not really seeing them.

Eventually, the boy seemed to finish marshalling his thoughts.

“You’re a smell guy, right?” the boy asked. “You track stuff with your nose? Like one of those dogs they use to find cocaine?”

Lewis couldn’t help but snicker.

“Pretty much, yeah.”

James nodded at that, his expression thoughtful.

“So… I’ve got a friend, Tasha. And another one, Casper. Both of em got kidnapped by a guy with smell powers a while back. Way Casper explained it, that guy kinda sounds like you.”

Lewis winced at that.

‘Here it is. Here’s where you start being a Toranaga.’

To his credit, he didn’t lie; for the most part, at least.

“That was me,” he admitted. He cast an eye at James. “I’d rather you didn’t spread it around too much, but yeah. Your grandparents only found out about me because Tasha told them who I was. That’s how they got in touch. They got me out from under the Family’s control.”

James didn’t answer, too busy staring at the sand between his feet.


Lewis thought back to the events of ten months prior and chuckled.

“Now that you mention it, though. When they sent me after Tasha the first time, I couldn’t track her. Her trail just kind of vanished off of the rooftop where she dumped her armor. As far as I could tell, she got herself rescued by someone who barely had a scent. Sounds a lot like you, huh?”

Perhaps smartly, James neither confirmed nor denied his assertion. Instead, he cocked his head a little.

“I don’t have a scent?” he asked.

“Not to my nose,” Lewis shrugged, tapping his nose with an index finger. “You’re what, thirteen, fourteen?”

“Thirteen,” the boy confirmed.

“Right.” Lewis nodded. “Most teenagers sweat a lot. It makes them easy enough to track. But you? Honestly, you just smell like stormclouds.”

“Huh,” the boy muttered to himself. “Badass.”

Lewis chuckled. He went back to watching the crowd, pretending not to notice as James surreptitiously lifted his forearm to his nose.

“Okay,” he said eventually. “Now’s my turn to ask something.”

James glanced up at him.

“Uh. Sure. What’s up?”

“Who is this Charlie kid?” he asked, gesturing out at workers accumulating their ever growing mountain of supplies along the beach. “What the hell makes him important enough for this?” He saw the flicker of anger in James’ eyes, and raised a hand. “Don’t get me wrong. I get he’s your friend. But what kind of kid gets a search party of seventy people willing to cross dimensions to look for him?”

The boy looked a little stuffed at that. He thought it through.

“I mean, he’s a portal maker,” he said eventually. “That’s pretty rare, right? They probably want him back cuz they know he could be handy some day.”

Lewis huffed at that.

“Yeah. Sounds like them. Always looking out for tactical interests.”

If he’d been expecting James to be offended, he’d have been surprised. The boy simply nodded.

“Yeah. Especially someone like Charlie. He makes portals between planets nowadays.”

That comment derailed Lewis a tad. He hadn’t thought of it like that.

“Fuck,” he muttered. “I don’t like that. Not one bit.”

“Why not?”

Lewis groaned.

“There’s such a thing as too much power to give a child. The kind of power I wouldn’t even trust with a grown adult. Now we’re dealing with a boy who can dimension hop at will. Whole universe at his fingertips. That’s not healthy. That’s a supervillain waiting to happen.”

James frowned.

“That’s kinda harsh. What’s that say about me? I’m stronger than Charlie, dude.”

‘And look how your family turned out.’

Lewis valued his life too much to say that. Instead, he shrugged.

“Look around you, kid. You’re sitting on a deserted island, watching a paramilitary team getting ready to raid a planet, and talking to a man who used to hunt people for the criminal underworld. Does that sound like healthy thirteen year old stuff to you?”

“I handle it okay,” James replied, his tone defensive. “I’m healthy.”

“I’m sure you are,” Lewis allowed, not really believing it. “But just look at the rest of the world. Father grew up with powers way too big for him. Look how he turned out. And then there’s the shitshow that’s your family-” he cut himself off. “Forget it. I shouldn’t have said that.”

James just glared at him at that.

“My family’s awesome,” he muttered. “They love me.”

Lewis grunted, turning his eyes back toward the crowd, pretending he had nothing more to say. That seemed to annoy James even more.

“What,” the boy asked derisively. “You think they don’t? Cuz you’re just flat wrong there, guy.”

“Of course they love you,” Lewis replied, nettled. “I know that for damn sure. But where do you think that ends, huh? How far d’you think they’d go?”

“As far as they had to,” James answered, his eyes hard. “That’s what family means.”

Lewis shook his head.

“And that’s where you’re wrong,” he said. “I don’t think they’d stop at that. I think they’d take things too far for you.”

To his credit, the summation gave James pause.

“… Wouldn’t you, though?” he asked. “Wouldn’t everyone do that if they could?”

Lewis sighed.

“Yeah,” he admitted. “Only difference is, people like you are strong enough to do it.”

James didn’t respond to that, although it looked as if he wanted to. He frowned, his gaze turning towards the waves. 

Lewis shrugged. At least the kid was thinking about it. He got up to leave.

“Can I ask a favor?” James asked. 

Lewis sighed. The Toranaga family had a bad track record when it came to favors.

“Depends,” he muttered, turning back to face the boy. “What favor?”

James reached down to unbuckle the pouch from about his waist.

“Charlie’s trouble,” he said. “Cuz you’re right. He’s super strong. I’m not sure you’ll be able to bring him in. Even with my family there.” He held out the pouch. “I want you to give him this. If you find him, I mean.”

Lewis took the pouch and unzipped it, curious. There wasn’t much inside. A couple lunchbox snacks and a Superman comic, forcefully folded to make it fit the confines of the space.

“A care package?” he asked.

James shrugged.

“Like I said, I don’t think we can bring him home if he doesn’t want to be there. This is to remind him what home is.”

Lewis smiled at that.

‘Maybe you‘re a good kid after all.’

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James:

“I still don’t really know what happened,” Jackie muttered, her words coming out calmer, now, slower; hands wrapped tight around a mug of instant coffee. “Whatever it was, it got inside my head. Made the memories harder for me to get to. Every time I try, it’s like I’m pulling teeth.”

They’d moved into the sitting room upon Peter’s rushed arrival home; himself and, to a lesser extent, Casper, helping to ease Jackie back into a state where she could talk. She gave James a look over the lip of her mug. She looked like she hadn’t slept or showered in a year.

“Sorry for shaking you like that. I was having a bit of a day.”

“S’fine,” James said quietly from the pouffe by the door. He gave her a smile. “I’ve had days like that.”

Jackie snickered to herself, tension still evident in the setting of her shoulders, the twitching in the muscles about her throat.

“Not like this, you haven’t.” She took a deep breath, and turned to look at Peter. “I think… I think I found Charlie last night.”

James felt the world fall out from under him at that.

“… I see,” Peter said. “Where and how?”

Jackie shrugged, the movement just jerky enough to slosh some of the coffee from her cup, and shook her head.

“Still not a hundred percent on that,” she admitted. “Still too foggy. I think he came to visit me.”

“Mrs. Vance?” Casper muttered, off to the side. “No offense… You were pretty intense when you got here. Still kind of are. How do we know you’re not…”

“How do you know I’m not fucking crazy?” Jackie asked, the words just a touch accusatory.

Casper reddened a tad at that, but he didn’t back down. He rarely did anymore.

“… Yes,” he said eventually. “That.”

Jackie glared at him. He met her gaze, unmoving.

James looked away from them. There was a sinking in his gut. Hollow. He wanted to believe her. He really did.

“Why are you people so determined to believe he’s dead?” Jackie’s tone was angry. Or frustrated. It was hard to tell. Both, probably.

Peter let in a breath to speak, but James beat him to it. “You said he came to visit you?” he asked. “The Whale wouldn’t let him do that. It’s too clingy. It doesn’t sound… Real.”

He forced himself to look at Jackie’s face at the last few words. He wished he hadn’t. There was betrayal there.

“… You too, huh?” she said bitterly.

That stung. He got up to leave, unable to meet her gaze anymore. Behind him, he could hear his father offering a quiet reproach. He was gone before she gave a reply. He walked off towards the kitchen, not really sure where he was going. When he got there, he clambered up onto one of the stools at the breakfast bar and simply gazed at the kitchen wall. Not seeing it.

Casper joined him before too long, sitting at the stool to his right, reaching down to squeeze his wrist.

“They went to the lookout in Bermuda,” said the older boy. “She says there’s evidence. Your dad wanted to see.”

James nodded, still just staring at the wall, streaks of grease between the tiles.

“… Is she okay?” he asked eventually.

Casper shook his head.

“No,” he admitted. “She was right. There’s something weird in her head. It felt like a migraine. On steroids.”

James nodded. He didn’t really know what else to say.

“Why’d you leave?” Casper asked. “Don’t you wanna know what’s going on?”

James shook his head, a spike of guilt flaring in the back of his mind.

“Not if it’s wrong,” he admitted. “Like… If he’s really alive somewhere. I’d love that. But… I mean, It’s like you said. She didn’t look okay. And if this is just her having a breakdown…”

Casper shifted his grip down from James’ wrist, and gave his hand a squeeze.

“Don’t wanna get your hopes up?” he asked.

James nodded. He could feel the tears welling up behind his eyes. The urge to sniff. He blinked them back.

“… I already lost him once,” he mumbled. “Not again. I’m not believing it until we know for sure.”

Casper chuckled. “Fair.”

Neither spoke for a while. James wasn’t entirely sure how long they sat like that. Odd, really. He spent most of that time staring at a clock.

Eventually, Casper cleared his throat.

“Ok,” he said, pulling himself up off of his stool. “Come on. Your sad boy vibes are killing my buzz. Come with me.” He gave James’ hand a tug to pull him off his seat, then dragged him from the room, forcing him to float momentarily so as to avoid being pulled off balance.

“Where are we going?” asked James, quietly bemused.

“My room,” Casper answered. “Jam session. You and me. Right now.”

James sighed.

“Thanks, Casper.”


Jackie:

“You’re a seasoned combat mage,” Peter said evenly, gesturing to each of the ravaged trees in turn. “You could have done this on your own.”

Jackie laughed angrily.

“You are unbelievable,” she snapped. “All that talk about being here for me and the moment I ask for help, you turn your back.”

“I’m not turning my back,” Peter replied, the calm expression dropping from his face for a moment, before being forced back into place. “I’m asking for proof. Something I can act on.”

Jackie swore.

“This entire island is covered in portal scars! I can sense the residue everywhere I check! It’s his! His energy!”

“No one else can verify that,” said Peter. “None of the other portal makers knows his energy signature. You could be mistaken. Or lying.”

“Why would I lie about this!?” Jackie shrieked, a flare of anger alloying her frustration.

Peter shrugged.

“Because you know that if you can convince me he’s alive, I’ll start helping you again. Take another leave of absence, start combing the area with you again. You think it’ll help-”

Jackie slapped him. He didn’t flinch.

“You wait right there, asshole,” she snapped. With that, she teleported back towards her cabin. Once inside, she strode the short distance to the sink, pulled the slime encrusted gobbet of Charlie’s hair out of the drain, and teleported back. Then, she threw it at Peter’s chest.

Peter grimaced as it made impact, taking an instinctive half-step backwards as it slapped wetly against his suit.

“There!” Jackie yelled, watching as he tried to wipe the mass from his lapels. “That’s his hair! He left it in my sink! You want something I can’t fake? There you fucking go!”

She was breathing hard now, furious. Why did every single thing have to get in her way?

Peter gazed at the tangle of hair, one eyebrow raised. Then, he looked at her.

“Okay,” he said, holding it up. “This, we can work with.”


James:

Jamming with Casper was oddly soothing. James was into it, laying back on the older boy’s mattress, eyes half-closed, singing nostalgia songs to the rhythm of his friend’s acoustic. He liked this, not having to think. Inhale. Exhale. Sing.

Casper joined him once or twice, complementing the airy notes of his soprano with a lower harmony. James hid a snicker when Casper’s voice broke. The older boy went back to just the guitar after that.

They’d been at it for an hour, maybe more. Hard to say. Casper was practicing a bass-line by ear. James was curled up on the bed, flicking through anime hashtags on his instagram.

“You’ve got a nice voice, Cas,” he mused. “Why don’t you show it more?”

Casper shrugged.

“I don’t like being in the spotlight, man. I’m not you.”

James looked up from his phone.

“What’s that supposed to mean?”

Casper smirked.

“It means you like when people look at you,” he answered, hiding a snicker. “Kind of an attention whore.”

James threw a pillow at him.

“Am not,” he said, not actually that offended. “I just like being good at stuff. Making an impression, you know?”

“Yeah,” Casper teased. “Cuz you want everyone to like you.”

James raised an eyebrow at that, half-smiling.

“Dude. Of course I want everyone to like me. Everyone wants that. It’s how being popular works.”

Casper gave a quiet groan at the word ‘popular’.

“I don’t,” he said. “Sounds exhausting. And I don’t need everyone to be my friend. Cuz I’m not an attention whore.”

James gave a playful groan of his own.

“Just cuz I have more than five friends,” he teased back. “You’re just scared you might be good at it.”

Casper snorted at that and gave the bar he’d been working on a final shot. He nodded in satisfaction, then leaned back, gazing at the ceiling.

“… What’ll you do,” he asked. “If he really is alive?”

James tried to hide the pang in his heart at that question, not that hiding it would even work with Casper. He returned to his phone screen, absently clicking follow on some fanart of a ship he liked.

“I dunno,” he said eventually. “… Think he’d even want to see me?”

Casper glanced across at him.

“Why wouldn’t he?” he asked. “You mean cuz you couldn’t save him last time, or-”

“I did save him last time,” James replied, a touch harsher than he meant to. He felt a pang of guilt at that, but Casper waved it off before he could voice an apology. “… I mean. He was right there. I had him. And then he went and-” He lifted a finger to his throat, not quite able to put the act to words. Casper got his meaning, though. He knew the story well enough. He took a breath. “What if he’s still like that… What if he hates me now?”

Casper sighed, then set the guitar down, and shifted over across the bed, parking himself down a foot or so off to James’ side. There was an awkward silence as the older boy slung an arm around his shoulder.

“… What if it were me?” he asked eventually. “I mean, what if Father got hold of me and did his fucked up mind control stuff on me? What if I said you weren’t my friend anymore?”

James sucked a sharp breath in through his teeth at that. Father was a delicate subject. Not least because he was pretty certain that Casper still had contact with him.

“Easy,” he muttered, his temper flaring a tad in spite of himself, reciting the answer he’d decided on almost a year before. “I’d get Baba and Jiji’s help to beat the crap out of him and get you home. And then I’d smack you as many times as it took for you to remember that you’re not a sex toy. You’re my friend. I. Have. Dibs.” He prodded Casper in the side at that, giving him a hard look for maximum emphasis. It didn’t work. Casper was grinning ear to ear. “Don’t you smile at me! I’m serious!”

“I know you are,” Casper answered, his tone still a touch too light. “I just like your answer, that’s all. I’m glad I know you.” He leaned in, and James had about half a second to prepare for the impending kiss, before the taller boy changed direction at the last moment, and instead simply pecked him on the forehead.

James’ cheeks grew rather warm at that, flushed with embarrassed disappointment. Casper gave him a wink, gently teasing.

“So,” the older boy asked. “If that’s your answer for me, why’s it any different for him? The Whale’s got mind stuff too, you know.”

James gave his friend a glare, then a groan.

“… What if we can’t fix it, though?”

Casper shrugged.

“Maybe you can’t,” he muttered. “But you can still try. Right?”

James considered that for a long moment, and conceded the point with a defeated huff.

He slumped backwards on the bed.

“… The kiss was a dick move, dude.”

Casper snickered.

“Well, who knows? Maybe I’ll do it for real next time.”

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James:

“Okay,” Tasha said evenly as James lined up his shot. “So you went out with a boy in Oregon-”

“We sorta made out a little, too,” he noted, sending a condensed gust of wind swooshing down the range of the gymnasium. It struck his target dead on, sending it clacking back against the rail along which it moved, built into the far wall of the space. He glanced across the way to make sure his father was still out of earshot.

Tasha scoffed, then returned to setting up her weights.

“No you didn’t,” she said, examining the plates currently attached to the barbell frame, and opting to add an extra one on either side. “I know you, James. No way.”

James bristled at that.

“I did tho!”

“Did you use tongues?” she asked, hefting a weight one handed and sliding it into place along the bar.

“Well, no, but-”

“Did it last more than five seconds?”

James’ cheeks reddened. He began lining up his next target.

“… Maybe like, two and a half.”

Tasha grinned.

“That’s called kissing, dude. It’s not the same as making out.”

“Like you’d know,” he muttered. He took a second shot, and, to his satisfaction, watched another target snap satisfyingly back.

Her smile turned sly.

“And who says I don’t?” she asked, sliding into a ready position with her back against the bench, hands gripping the bar above her. “Spot me?”

That got James’ attention.

“… Caleb?” he guessed, stepping up alongside the machine as she made ready. “Did one of you finally make a move?”

“Wouldn’t you like to know?” she teased, before starting up her set, her shoulders straining as they took the weight. For the first second or so, nothing happened. Then, with a heave of effort, the bar began to lift.

“One,” James counted, watching each rep as he shifted himself down beside his partner’s head. He laid a hand against her shoulder. “Two, three…”

By the fifteenth rep, Tasha was heaving, her teeth gritting with the strain as she struggled against the weight. She lowered the bar back onto the bracket, and James allowed himself to slide away from the bench.

“D’you think you maybe go a bit too hard with this stuff sometimes?” he asked, his voice mild.

Tasha grunted, leaning down to grab her water bottle from its spot beside the bench.

“If it isn’t hard, then it’s not enough,” she muttered between impressively sized gulps of water. “No pain, no gain. That’s how you know it’s working.”

“I don’t know if that works when you’re trying to bench like-” he made a rough estimate of the weights currently loaded onto the machine. “- Five thousand pounds, ish?”

She took another long pull from her water bottle, then shrugged.

“I dunno,” she answered. “Sounds like quitter talk. Think I got buff with quitter talk?”

James conceded the point with a snicker. While he had spent the past nine months learning whatever magical skills his grandparents had deigned to teach him, Tasha had spent the time working on her physicality with a single minded focus. Gone was the naturally lackluster teenage body fat and posture. Now, she bore a striking resemblance to the person she’d always acted like; corded with muscle, head to toe.

“You are kind of a chad,” he admitted. “That’s not cuz of how you talk, though. That’s just cuz you’re insane.”

“Same diff,” she replied, laying back down for another set. “C’mon. You’re still spotting me.”

James rolled his eyes, and resumed his position by her head.

“Ready.” Under his careful eye, Tasha once more began to strain against the weight. “One,” he counted. “Two, three…”

Tasha made it all the way to ten before her arms locked up, her face knotting up with effort as she fought against a weight roughly equivalent to that of a camper van.

“You can do it, Tash,” James said, his voice encouraging. “Come on. You’re a beast. You can-”

Tasha let out a bark of effort as she pushed with everything she had- only for her arms to give out. The barbell slipped from her grip and fell, slamming against her chest with the force of an industrial accident. The impact sent a thin series of cracks radiating out across the surface of the barrier James had raised around her. A couple people glanced across at them from around the gym.

“Nice work,” James said brightly. “Ten whole reps. That’s pretty good.”

“Mmh,” Tasha grumbled, awkwardly shrugging herself out from under the barbell’s weight, one end of it sliding off of her and hitting the floor with a thump. “It’s fine. Long as I have to work for it. Thanks for catching it.”

“You’re welcome,” James murmured with a smile, pulling his hand away from her shoulder as she slumped off of the bench, allowing the shield to fade. “Still think you’re pushing too hard.”

“Eh, maybe,” she grumbled half-heartedly. She reached for her water bottle again, her hands a little shaky this time. “So. You met a guy. You had a pathetic tweenie makeout. What’s the problem?”

James groaned.

“The problem’s-” he hesitated, once more scanning the gymnasium to be sure his dad was out of earshot. He spotted the man a couple dozen feet away, currently working at a rowing machine. He lowered his voice to a whisper regardless. “The problem’s Casper.

“Ah.” Tasha nodded. “You’re still into him, huh?”

“… Well, no,” James muttered. “Not exactly.” Tasha raised a sardonic eyebrow at him. He scowled. “I mean it! It’s just. Ok. Cody was great, right? He was cute, and fun, and tall, and he wasn’t a pushover, which is kind of awesome. But like…” he took a breath, unwilling to meet her gaze for what came next. “I couldn’t talk to him about stuff the way I can with Casper. And it felt weird sometimes, cuz I knew he wanted me to talk to him like that.”

Tasha took a prolonged sip of water, clearly thinking through what he had said.

“So, basically,” she murmured. “you’re telling me you’re still thirsty over Casper.”

James sucked a breath between his teeth in indignation, his cheeks scarlet.

“I am not thirsty!

Tasha snorted.

“Don’t lie, man,” she taunted, a touch too loud for James’ comfort. “You want him so bad.”

“I do not!” he hissed, shooting a furtive glance towards his father, still a good few dozen feet away. “And keep your voice down!”

Tasha raised an eyebrow at that, confused.

“Uh. Why?”

James made a ‘duh’ gesture.

“Cuz my dad might hear!”

Tasha cocked her head.

“Ok… And?”

“And he doesn’t know yet!” James snapped. “I’m still in the-” he huffed, and forced himself to speak a mite more calmly. “I haven’t come out yet, okay?”

Tasha nodded, still a touch confused.

“Okay,” she said, lowering her voice a fraction. “Why not, though?”

James groaned at that, his eyes shifting to the floor. In honesty, he didn’t have a reason. He trusted his dad, and knew full well that he’d probably take it fine. That didn’t help with the anxiety that bubbled in his stomach every time he tried to say the words out loud.

“Cuz what if it makes things weird?” he muttered, a touch defensive. “After all the stuff that happened last year. What if-”

“No, no,” Tasha cut him off. “James. That’s not it. I’m asking, like. Why haven’t you talked about it? I mean, he’s probably figured it out by now, you know?”

“What?” James asked, wrong-footed. “Uh. No, he hasn’t. Not unless you told him… Please say you haven’t told him.”

“Didn’t say a word,” Tasha reassured. “Still, tho. I’m pretty sure he knows.”

James scowled, trying to pretend he wasn’t nervous.

“Ok. So, how does he know?”

Tasha shrugged.

“Promise you won’t get mad?” she asked. James nodded, so she continued. “You’re just really obvious about it.”

James gasped. He was offended.

“I am not!”

“Dude, you go bright red when you even see a guy you have a crush on. I will bet you a shiny dollar he already knows. Have things been weird so far?”

“… No,” James allowed. “It’s been pretty good with him lately. But that doesn’t matter, cuz he doesn’t know.”

“Does too.”

“Does not!” he snapped. “I will bet you ten shiny dollars!”

“Deal.” Tasha grinned. “So tell him.”

“Ugh, fine!” he snarled. “You suck at helping!”

“Fine, fine,” she snickered, raising her hands. “Go over the problem for me one more time. I’ll be serious. I swear.”

James glared at her for a moment, then sighed.

“Am I allowed to share more with a friend than with my boyfriend?” he asked. “Is that even fair?”

To her credit, Tasha gave that one some thought, the humor dropping from her face as she put her mind more genuinely towards the problem he’d put forward. Eventually, she shrugged.

“Just do what feels right, my dude,” she answered. “You trust Casper with the hard stuff cuz he’s your friend. You’ve walked through deep shit together. Of course you trust him more than some newbie. He’s reliable. A couple dates aren’t changing that.”

James thought on that for a moment, then let out a breath.

“… Thanks, Tasha.” Then, he grumbled: “See? Was that so hard?”


The journey home was spectacularly awkward. James bade Tasha goodbye at the entrance to the gym, before joining his father in the car.

To his credit, Peter did the best he could; as usual, using the momentary confinement as an opportunity to touch base with his son. As was always the case, though, communication became a good deal harder when there was actually something to talk about. James answered sporadically, at best. His focus was elsewhere.

Just tell him, he told himself again and again. It’s fine. He’s Dad. You can trust him.

“I got the report from Finch today,” Peter was saying. “He says you did well in Oregon. He’s giving you a passing grade.”

“He is?” James muttered. “But I was freaking out the whole time.”

Peter chuckled.

“He mentioned that. But he also stressed that even when pressured or caught off guard, your first priority was always to maintain secrecy and minimize civilian risk. You performed well as part of a team, and you knew when to call for extra help. It’s a good report card. I’m proud of you.”

Peter reached across the divide to momentarily ruffle his son’s hair. James couldn’t help but smile at that, his cheeks a little pink.

“… Thanks, Dad.”

Just tell him, James. You can do it.

He took a deep breath.

Peter was talking again, something about potentially training him up to be part of Finch’s response team once he’d finished school. Normally, James might have found that more exciting.

“Uh, Dad?” he interrupted, his gaze steadily pointed at his shoes. “Can I say something?”

Peter glanced across at him, one eyebrow raised.

“Of course you can,” he replied, his voice touched by the faintest hint of concern. “You can always talk to me, James. No matter what. What’s on your mind?”

James nodded. He took a deep breath, then another. He was finding the air strangely thin for a boy who no longer had any need for oxygen. He shook himself.

“I-” he swallowed. “I’ve… Kinda known for a while, and I know I shoulda told you sooner, but…”

“What?” Peter asked, his voice deliberately calm. “Not interested in this line of work anymore?”

“No,” James muttered. “It’s not that. There was-” he swallowed, the words almost fighting to remain inside his throat. “There was a boy… Back in Oregon.”

There was silence there. James couldn’t quite look his father in the eye.

“Dad… I’m gay.”

Peter inclined his head.

“Yes you are,” he acknowledged. “What was it you wanted to talk about?”

James took a second to reboot at that. The first emotion to surface was a faint annoyance.

“That was it,” he muttered, deflated.

“Oh!” his father realized, apparently relieved. “I see. Okay. Yeah. I know.”

James scowled.

“You could at least pretend to be surprised.”

Peter snickered.

“I am shocked and amazed by this revelation. That better?”

“Yes,” James muttered, folding his arms. “Much.”

Another momentary quiet, before:

“Love you, Dad.”

“Love you too.”

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